I wish my mind would shut off, it never stops racing, even when I sleep. No matter how hard I try to focus on positive things, my mind wanders back to all the negative shit going on in my life, thus causing me to stress out. It’s almost like my mind purposely fucks with me, a mind fuck if you will.
I hate this shit, I swear I’d give anything to have a blank mind for just one day… *sigh*
Ugh,
Taking some NyQuil, gonna lay here til I knock out&just cry myself to sleep.
